Broken Heart
My feelings for you no words can tell, Except for maybe "go to hell"
The words “I love you” makes every knee bone go weak. Those are the same 3 words when heard makes one decide that this is it, there is nothing more in life but LOVE and the person, who seems to be showering it on like never before and also gets the brand “The ONE” . The chosen one and the ONE you believe is made for you. Irrespective of whether the showering is faked up or not, at that point in time and moment, it means the world to us. Remember you are not alone in this journey that has just started or has abruptly just ended. Never know you might be the lucky one, you would never know unless it has ended. How would you know it isn't going to last forever unless it has come to an end?
It starts like the fresh rays of the morning sun. Feels so soothing, and feels healthy. The butterflies for a change flutter in our stomachs and not in the gardens during those days. We are no more allergic to flowers, the fragrance is damn nice and the trees are greener. Red definitely is the color of the season. The people around all of a sudden appear nice and less annoying. The dust on the car for once is not irritating, because we can draw hearts and write the names of the person who we have fallen for. The Mirror tries hard not to break, reflecting the love struck object standing outside for hours, spraying perfume, powder and loads and loads of lipstick, mascara and what not! The Manly mirror wonders if it has met the object standing there before!
The moon is b - e – a - u - t-I - fuuulll. Did they say it is not as beautiful as you are?? AH!!! I knew it!
The stars are twinkling brighter than before. They are shining just for the two of you!
Sleepless nights don’t strain you, and every yawn the next day leads to a smiley thought! Every message even if it is just an “ok, Miss you” would be the ones that get to remain in the cell phone for months until there is a memory shortage. Those messages are the blessed ones that later get transferred on to a neat note book with the date and time of the message received stamped right under!
Your smile made someone’s day! Every day!
The watch is your biggest enemy because it runs when you meet, and it looks like it has stopped working when you do not meet.
A hello tune has been added, and the wardrobe has been changed to more than average price tagged clothes. The colors are for sure not your own choice, but you still wear them.
When touched for the first time, it feels like a million bells resounding melodies in your head. The vibes do not die for a long time. You do not feel like washing those just kissed lips. The scent of another body lingers around for hours.
The past has been unfolded into the ears of the lover; deepest secrets that were unspeakable have been cooed into their ears with a trust which you think would never weaken.
Friends have been parked aside for now. May be we can meet up, when I give the wedding invite?
All the above events showcases exactly what has happened to you at one point in your life, or is right now happening? For the ones for whom it hasn’t happened yet, well, hang in there! Every dog has its day!
And then one day just like a worst nightmare, it comes, all so sudden, that the ground below you begins to shake. You don’t want to believe it, but that is the fact. You don’t want to let go, but the hand just slips away. You don’t want to forget, but you have been forgotten. You ask why! Is there someone else? How all those memories could be washed away? How will the wound heal? Your heart has been broken, or was there already a crack? And this Love had sealed the crack, and again you have been hurt. This time, it has crashed and you heard the sound of a million pieces crash into an emptiness which was never there before. Or was it always there, but covered by a carpet of false love?
Oh no! All your secrets go along with them. Would they keep it to themselves? Or would they tell it to the new found “love”. You never know. Secrets which would shatter one’s life, sometimes it could gain you a bad image in the eyes of anyone who hears it!
A secret is called a secret only when it is untold!
The sun’s rays have started pricking, sunscreen is a life saver. Butterflies have fluttered out for greener horizons. There are no more flowers in the garden and your sense of color has been restored back to normal. The people around get on your nerves, the cars are sparkling clean!
The vibes begin to fade, kisses sloppy and lesser in frequency. You curse the people who have carved their names on the seats of the bus, trees and dust filled cars. Love songs, deafen you. You scream loud, cry out and get arid. Every location seems to be haunted; you were there before with them doing the exact same things which right now, someone else is making. The making of “Love”. Making of a false picture of what it is meant to be. Now the ghostly color red brings tears as your eyes burn because of the sleepless, tearful nights.
Tears have wiped away the messages in the note book. No test was as hard as this, the test of deleting the messages from your cell phone. Deleting the phone number is the toughest of all tough examinations of your life. Now, is there someone to wipe away those tears? Do they care; their day has not been made yet without your smile?
They are making a remarkable display of false promises, a portrayal of fake love. The flowers have wilted and the show is over now, curtains finally closing. A standing ovation for the brilliant performance!! There was nothing else more beautiful than this, when it lasted. Now there is nothing uglier than your situation.
You have seen the cell phone a million times since that day. May be, you will receive an apology, may be they will return. You will be together again and live happily ever after. What was in them that wasn’t in you? Are you so bad? Will you ever love someone again? Can you let someone touch you?
The layer has been broken, a layer of your womanhood, the seal that was the proof of your Manhood. The weapon that was only for the one you loved. Not for anyone else. It was all broken with trust, love and passion. It broke without a sound. But they let your heart break with a sound that deafened you for life. It devastated your trust to an extent where you do not trust yourself anymore.
The angels played their harps when you hugged and sang. Will you be healed ever of these wounds? Will you be able to wipe away those memories?
It’s all over now. LOVE that made you decide your entire life, has just betrayed you. It has just sailed away searching for someone better. And you always thought you were that someone.
Well, you are that “someone”. You are the love of someone’s life. But you never know who, you never know when it happens for good; you never know it is not over till it’s over, strange but very true.
They come back, the sun shines behind the horizon. Your hopes begin to emerge and life seeps slowly back into your body. Cell phones are flooded with apologies; friends are blamed for helping you recover from your tragedy. You lived to see the return of The One. You are happy that you won. Finally you were better than the other, and they have realized it and have come back for ever. Or have they come back for something else?
Do you still have it in you? Is it really worth? How long will this come back last? Your wounds are just dry, but the scars remain. Would you want someone to hurt your tender heart again? You are not a puppet, you are YOU, a valuable human being who deserves to be loved and who needs that love to last.
Did you know before that virginity is curable? Did you know there are millions of fish in the sea? Did you know the one made for you would never leave you in the first place? Did you know, when you meet the one, you would not have the slightest doubt, possessiveness or lust?
Love is pure, meant to last. You need to move on to forget your past. Everyone has one, you are not alone, and the scars would be buried one day with an over coat of undying love. Love will find you, you don’t have to worry, just hang in there and be merry that by what has happened, you know that you know HOW TO LOVE. You are blessed, because for the ones who left you had no clue of what they had when they had YOU.
Is it your fault that it happened to you? Definitely not; it happens to all of us. It is nobody’s fault, but how you recover and move on is definitely in your hands. Time is the best healer, and there is no phrase as true as this. Memories begin to fade. The trees shed their old leaves during winter, the bitter cold days, and new green leaves are back again. The fallen leaves are burnt to ashes. They are forgotten forever.
You lived, to see better brighter rays of the warm loving sun, a million butterflies flutter in your stomach. You have been touched again, but this time you are healed. You feel secure for the first time in your life. You have found the one for you and this time it is meant to last.
Also remember, your smile makes your own day and the mirror awaits it too!
May you be healed! Take care.
PS: The stars are twinkling as they did before! In fact brighter, I noticed because you just SMILED
Keep smiling; you might just make my day!!!!
Thanks for reading.
The words “I love you” makes every knee bone go weak. Those are the same 3 words when heard makes one decide that this is it, there is nothing more in life but LOVE and the person, who seems to be showering it on like never before and also gets the brand “The ONE” . The chosen one and the ONE you believe is made for you. Irrespective of whether the showering is faked up or not, at that point in time and moment, it means the world to us. Remember you are not alone in this journey that has just started or has abruptly just ended. Never know you might be the lucky one, you would never know unless it has ended. How would you know it isn't going to last forever unless it has come to an end?
It starts like the fresh rays of the morning sun. Feels so soothing, and feels healthy. The butterflies for a change flutter in our stomachs and not in the gardens during those days. We are no more allergic to flowers, the fragrance is damn nice and the trees are greener. Red definitely is the color of the season. The people around all of a sudden appear nice and less annoying. The dust on the car for once is not irritating, because we can draw hearts and write the names of the person who we have fallen for. The Mirror tries hard not to break, reflecting the love struck object standing outside for hours, spraying perfume, powder and loads and loads of lipstick, mascara and what not! The Manly mirror wonders if it has met the object standing there before!
The moon is b - e – a - u - t-I - fuuulll. Did they say it is not as beautiful as you are?? AH!!! I knew it!
The stars are twinkling brighter than before. They are shining just for the two of you!
Sleepless nights don’t strain you, and every yawn the next day leads to a smiley thought! Every message even if it is just an “ok, Miss you” would be the ones that get to remain in the cell phone for months until there is a memory shortage. Those messages are the blessed ones that later get transferred on to a neat note book with the date and time of the message received stamped right under!
Your smile made someone’s day! Every day!
The watch is your biggest enemy because it runs when you meet, and it looks like it has stopped working when you do not meet.
A hello tune has been added, and the wardrobe has been changed to more than average price tagged clothes. The colors are for sure not your own choice, but you still wear them.
When touched for the first time, it feels like a million bells resounding melodies in your head. The vibes do not die for a long time. You do not feel like washing those just kissed lips. The scent of another body lingers around for hours.
The past has been unfolded into the ears of the lover; deepest secrets that were unspeakable have been cooed into their ears with a trust which you think would never weaken.
Friends have been parked aside for now. May be we can meet up, when I give the wedding invite?
All the above events showcases exactly what has happened to you at one point in your life, or is right now happening? For the ones for whom it hasn’t happened yet, well, hang in there! Every dog has its day!
And then one day just like a worst nightmare, it comes, all so sudden, that the ground below you begins to shake. You don’t want to believe it, but that is the fact. You don’t want to let go, but the hand just slips away. You don’t want to forget, but you have been forgotten. You ask why! Is there someone else? How all those memories could be washed away? How will the wound heal? Your heart has been broken, or was there already a crack? And this Love had sealed the crack, and again you have been hurt. This time, it has crashed and you heard the sound of a million pieces crash into an emptiness which was never there before. Or was it always there, but covered by a carpet of false love?
Oh no! All your secrets go along with them. Would they keep it to themselves? Or would they tell it to the new found “love”. You never know. Secrets which would shatter one’s life, sometimes it could gain you a bad image in the eyes of anyone who hears it!
A secret is called a secret only when it is untold!
The sun’s rays have started pricking, sunscreen is a life saver. Butterflies have fluttered out for greener horizons. There are no more flowers in the garden and your sense of color has been restored back to normal. The people around get on your nerves, the cars are sparkling clean!
The vibes begin to fade, kisses sloppy and lesser in frequency. You curse the people who have carved their names on the seats of the bus, trees and dust filled cars. Love songs, deafen you. You scream loud, cry out and get arid. Every location seems to be haunted; you were there before with them doing the exact same things which right now, someone else is making. The making of “Love”. Making of a false picture of what it is meant to be. Now the ghostly color red brings tears as your eyes burn because of the sleepless, tearful nights.
Tears have wiped away the messages in the note book. No test was as hard as this, the test of deleting the messages from your cell phone. Deleting the phone number is the toughest of all tough examinations of your life. Now, is there someone to wipe away those tears? Do they care; their day has not been made yet without your smile?
They are making a remarkable display of false promises, a portrayal of fake love. The flowers have wilted and the show is over now, curtains finally closing. A standing ovation for the brilliant performance!! There was nothing else more beautiful than this, when it lasted. Now there is nothing uglier than your situation.
You have seen the cell phone a million times since that day. May be, you will receive an apology, may be they will return. You will be together again and live happily ever after. What was in them that wasn’t in you? Are you so bad? Will you ever love someone again? Can you let someone touch you?
The layer has been broken, a layer of your womanhood, the seal that was the proof of your Manhood. The weapon that was only for the one you loved. Not for anyone else. It was all broken with trust, love and passion. It broke without a sound. But they let your heart break with a sound that deafened you for life. It devastated your trust to an extent where you do not trust yourself anymore.
The angels played their harps when you hugged and sang. Will you be healed ever of these wounds? Will you be able to wipe away those memories?
It’s all over now. LOVE that made you decide your entire life, has just betrayed you. It has just sailed away searching for someone better. And you always thought you were that someone.
Well, you are that “someone”. You are the love of someone’s life. But you never know who, you never know when it happens for good; you never know it is not over till it’s over, strange but very true.
They come back, the sun shines behind the horizon. Your hopes begin to emerge and life seeps slowly back into your body. Cell phones are flooded with apologies; friends are blamed for helping you recover from your tragedy. You lived to see the return of The One. You are happy that you won. Finally you were better than the other, and they have realized it and have come back for ever. Or have they come back for something else?
Do you still have it in you? Is it really worth? How long will this come back last? Your wounds are just dry, but the scars remain. Would you want someone to hurt your tender heart again? You are not a puppet, you are YOU, a valuable human being who deserves to be loved and who needs that love to last.
Did you know before that virginity is curable? Did you know there are millions of fish in the sea? Did you know the one made for you would never leave you in the first place? Did you know, when you meet the one, you would not have the slightest doubt, possessiveness or lust?
Love is pure, meant to last. You need to move on to forget your past. Everyone has one, you are not alone, and the scars would be buried one day with an over coat of undying love. Love will find you, you don’t have to worry, just hang in there and be merry that by what has happened, you know that you know HOW TO LOVE. You are blessed, because for the ones who left you had no clue of what they had when they had YOU.
Is it your fault that it happened to you? Definitely not; it happens to all of us. It is nobody’s fault, but how you recover and move on is definitely in your hands. Time is the best healer, and there is no phrase as true as this. Memories begin to fade. The trees shed their old leaves during winter, the bitter cold days, and new green leaves are back again. The fallen leaves are burnt to ashes. They are forgotten forever.
You lived, to see better brighter rays of the warm loving sun, a million butterflies flutter in your stomach. You have been touched again, but this time you are healed. You feel secure for the first time in your life. You have found the one for you and this time it is meant to last.
Also remember, your smile makes your own day and the mirror awaits it too!
May you be healed! Take care.
PS: The stars are twinkling as they did before! In fact brighter, I noticed because you just SMILED
Keep smiling; you might just make my day!!!!
Thanks for reading.
Lovely !!
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ReplyDeleteIt's so touching and painful.....
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